I feel like my life is going to be wasted away, for real.
you know you’re jellin
This is too real!
Showing up to work for the opening shift and then realizing, you don’t work until late in the afternoon! FML
like not let me get as much sleep as I want :|
To start off on a good note, Happy Pride Everyone! It was a beautiful day for the gay pride parade in portland today. I never understood though why it has to be on Father’s day. It’s like come on gay people have dad’s too, but such is life.
Now into the nitty gritty shit. After any break up people love to tell you:
- “well you’ll have so much fun when you’re single.”
- “It’s summer and you’re single, you’ll have a blast!”
- “You’re single, so should go out meet some guys and have fun! Why not? It’s not like you have a significant other to worry about.”
But the fact of the matter is, being single sucks. You have to constantly try to look your best because you don’t want to meet potential dates when you’re gross looking. You have to deal with annoying people, who just want to fuck you. You don’t get to have sex on a regular basis, but if you do then you’re just a whore. You have to play all the stupid dating mind games with people.
The entire situation is terrible. Being single again is by far the worst part of the heart break. Life couldn’t make it any easier on you. Congratulations! you just got your heart broken and now you have to face an eternity of empty dating and rejection. GREAT! GLAD TO BE THE LUCKY WINNER. It makes being in a failing relationship look so much better. Love is just killer. You have it, then it rips out your heart, and dating is just people walking all over it like a piece of chewed gum on the sidewalk.
If anything has made me realize this, it was being at pride today, which was filled with the most antisocial people possible. If you don’t know them already, you shouldn’t even bother. It was after watching some really awkward exchanges of bad flirting, I realized the single life is stupid lame. And society just tells us, being single is fun. Then we chant this to ourselves to make the dull, lonely, single life bearable.
Videos that upload and make the sound is faster than the video itself. Killing me here.
And the fucking crazy lady on the bus today who wouldn’t shut the hell up. Bitch needed a muzzle
I’ve been debating on blogging for a while now. I have always wondered what I would say, what would I post, and most of all who would care to read it. It wasn’t until recently where I decided it would be something for myself. Just to keep track of the crazy mess that’s called life.
Why now? I’ve just closed one chapter on my life and it’d be a perfect opportunity to keep track of my path while it’s still in the moment. I recently just went through a rough breakup, struggles with school, and lack of motivation on my real passion which is Photography. Now that everything has changed and I’m piecing stuff back together, I figured it’d be great to have a reminder of where I have been, where I am, and where I am going.
What the hell am I gonna post? I guess it’s hard to tell as of right now. Just recent updates on life and all of it’s tangled gritty details. Je vais suivre le vent so to speak with my posts.
So this has been my hello world, and best believe I’ll keep in touch.